so it's been a bit since I wrote an update... my apologies
After our meetings with "A" were postponed 3 times I was starting to get weary. I had spoken with her on the phone several times and was starting to get quite comfortable with her. When I called her last Friday to confirm our meeting for Saturday she didn't answer. My heart sank. We went of to dinner at a friends where all 3 couples either had kids or were expecting. It was crushing. J and I both tried to put on a happy face. On the way home that night... I broke. I felt so rejected. I felt like i was in Junior High and had made what I thought was a good friend only to have her break up with me. It was childish but in retrospect I think it was necessary. I bawled and bawled and probably said some things to J in anger that were not especially true but embellished.
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