DOWNs: today the agency emailed (bummer they didn't actually call!) and told us "M" decided to go with the couple she met over the weekend and will not be meeting any more families. Although I should be happy we made the initial cut it's still hard to be rejected before we even had a chance.
UPs: We met "A" again tonite for dinner. She opened up a lot more about herself, her job, her kids, her family... but I'm still concerned she still hasn't really talked about the whole adoption thing. I keep telling myself maybe she's just determining how comfy she feels with us. Maybe it's denial, maybe it's self preservation... She did say she wants to meet again and perhaps it's to put off the decision but we still really like her and would be happy to have her part of our 'family'. We have so many things we want to share with her when the time is right. Hopefully on our next meeting.
This process is just so unpredictable and frustrating. I know it will end in a baby someday but it's wrecking some serious havoc on my tummy.
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